2012 came in with all sorts of crazy.
I learned how to take some time- I'm still learning how to focus and clear my mind. I'm told that it's a bit loud, and that my silence is when you can hear me "tick tick tick". When it got crazy- medication interactions, realizing that I had far too much medication in my system, becoming more assertive when I knew that I was being treated badly, learning to enjoy, smile, and simply laugh.
I am not going to let anyone take my joys- they aren't theirs to take, and I am going to laugh at things I might once have been offended at.
I will ask more questions.
I will let myself be opinionated, and not worry about offense.
I will simply wonder, and simply enjoy.
My health is what it is, but I'm not letting it get to me. I have work to do, crafts to make, geeking out to do, places to go, people to see, and all sorts of wonders to behold.
This is a milestone year, coming up, one that I was told I'd never see...I will, by God... celebrate in style!
I am not making resolutions, really- except to keep fighting, keep working, keep laughing. I will get that whole "Clear-Your-Mind" thing down. I will continue working on not apologizing. So far so good and only rarely does one particular word slip out--- which is embarrassing and which I will be working on that much harder. To confidence! To kicking ass! To laughter more than tears. To learning new crafts, and improving my health. To finding a new neuro. To growth. To leaving fear far behind me. To forgiveness where I need to apply it, to asking for it when I need it. To being gutsy, to being silly. To never learning hate. To unlearning fear. Na Zadrovie!
We'll take a cup o' kindness, yet.
I'll repeat:
We'll take a cup o' kindness, yet
...And surely, you'll buy your pint cup,
And surely, I'll buy mine!
For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne!
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne!
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